"bro, kalau orang matang dia tak judge life orang lain mcm kau.."
Assalammulaikum,
okay yang atas tu sebenarnya conversation aku dengan seorang manusia "matang".. ha ha ha.. cop! apa tak matang? sebab layan kpop? korea? saranghae? oppa? come on lah dah 2015 and dah hujung2 tahun kot. kenapa nak mempertikaikan kematangan orang lain melalui aspek yang kau tak suka, Kpop. hmm mungkin dia nampak aku ni terlalu obses kot dengan kpop pop pop korea ni hahaha (cuba untuk positif).. Tak dinafikan aku memang minat korea sejak form3 kot (2010) time tu zaman hit Lee Min Ho (Boys Over Flower), so start dari situlah aku mula kenal dunia Korea, bahasa diorang, culture diorang dan macam-macam lagi lah.
So.. salah ke kalau aku ni layan kpop, layan artis-artis korea? aku rasa benda ni sama je kalau kau minat artis-artis barat misalnya Brad Pitt ke Emma Watson ke One Direction ke or artis-artis barat korang yang korang sukalah hah. Sampai label tak matang sebab layan korea? what the f*****? bro, fyi aku layan semua okay utara, selatan, timur, barat, underground, upground background (ada ke?) aku layan je, okay je, takdelah sampai nk judgemental macam kau..
bro, nak cakap sikit..
"we're all addicted to something that takes the pain away.."
so jangan tanya kenapa aku obses dengan korea.
dah lah malas nak layan orang macam kau *pakai shades*
There's an empty world deep in my heart.
Lonely eyes trapped in darkness.
Is there anyone to hold my hand?
I wanna reset..
Someone somewhere will know my miserable heart. It's right in front of me but I can't find it. Like a oirole bird i'm flying around by myself in this darkness in my lonely night with my miserable heart. Why don't you know even if i'm a small existence. Don't trample on me but go with me. Your careless words and actions break me down. It concern me, though you deny it.
I'm hiding behind the ridicule, don't look for me. Like a wind I try too shouts your name but only silence looking at me. I'm walking too but why is only my world stopping. Someone please stop for a moment and hold my hands. The truth is hidden by scars, I wanna go back to the happy place.
A day passes and even the sun rises. I closed my eyes and covered my eyes try to forget but you still make me remember those memory. Even though the weather is great, but my mood is not. You withered away from me. Do you think i'm okay while looking at the same situation again and again? Come on i've struggle because of this situations. Keliru nak jaga hati kau or nak jaga our friendship yang dah 4 tahun ni. Like a fake person that exact opposite of me i'm still make you laugh. haha but sometimes terasa lah jugak hati ni. Hati kan tisu.. but the world continues spinning like nothing happened. I'm miss you but i hate you. Nothing goes right.
Tepat 9.45 pm.. dengan perasaan letih dan tak mampu untuk melontarkan senyuman aku menuruni tangga ofis, aku terlihat seorang budak lelaki yang merupakan salah seorang student aku tengah terkinja-kinja dekat depan ofis.. apa kena budak ni terkinja-kinja? "awal? buat apa tu?" macam yang aku kenal budak ni pendiam dia tak jawab soalan tadi..
Aku menghampiri student aku, "Allah!" aku menjerit dalam hati kerana tidak mampu untuk menyuarakan dengan lantang.. apa yang aku lihat dan aku rakam di dalam kotak memori.. its was a kitten, a died kitten. Mujur, masih ada students yang sedang menunggu parents masing-masing. Aku meminta pertolongan seorang students ni for grab me some papers or something to cover up the kitten. Dengan kemas dan berhati-hati aku cover up anak kucing tadi then letak dalam kereta.
Dalam perjalanan pulang, otak aku mula mengamuk. Mengamuk memikirkan tergamak dan hina seseorang manusia yang sombong hidup di atas bumi ini. Beratus yang turun dari ofis tadi hanyalah mempunyai rasa simpati tanpa melakukan apa-apa. Ini bukan soalan geli, jijik tak mampu nak tengok kucing kena langgar or what. This is about how you share the world. Kalau rasa dunia ini hanya manusia sahaja yang kau titik beratkan then pergi mati. Hekeleh apalah dia ni kucing mati pun nak mengamuk emosi bagai.
Sebab mahluk yang hidup atas bumi ini semua bernyawa, kalau kau tak menghargai setiap nyawa yang hidup atas muka bumi ini, then adakah kita sebaik-baik mahluk di atas bumi yang telah tertulis dalam Al-Quran? Think about it again.
Kepada yang masih mempunyai simpati dan kesian tapi tidak mampu melakukan apa-apa, aku doakan someday you'll.
Say it properly look at me, look into my eyes and say it.. why did you say goodbye? I know you have someone new and you're probably wearing clothes that i bought you, the cologne i bought you.. you're probably meet her and laughing right now.. do you like her that much? Although those tears are falling down i dont want to cry because of you.. you, that leave me. I'll back off so you can live better be happy without me. The love you've thrown away take it with you, take all of it away. Dont even bother to say sorry, dont worry about me i'll show you my happiness. I know you'll forget all about me and i know i'll end up hating you. Althought i know everything, no matter how much i try to erase you.. Do you still remember that day? The day when we met for the first time? I still remember those words you promised, you said you will only love me. I believed you, I believed your lies. You're gonna be like this anyway, so why did you love me? Did you really love me? No... I'll forget you for sure and i dont need you in my life.
Close your eyes and listen carefully to my story, before my story end and you'll dream on. Little star tonight, and i'll watch over you all night. When i first met you it was truly eye-blinding, when i saw your smile its felt like i had the whole world, when you fast asleep in my arms i can't take my eyes off and i feel like my breath will stop, how can i fall asleep? Little star tonight, you my love, my everything, my angel from heaven, my two eyes, my world... you stole them all. Little star tonight, be mine.
I walked across an empty land, i knew the pathway like the back of my hand. I felt the earth beneath my feet, sat by the river and it made me complete. Simple thing, where have you gone? I'm geeting old and i need something to rely on. So tell me when you're gonna let me in.. i'm getting tired and i need somewhere to begin. I came across a fallen tree, i felt the branches of it looking at me. Is this the place we used to love? Is this the place that i've been dreaming of? and if you have a minute why don't we go, talk about somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything so why don't we just go there?
A truth trapped in a wall of lies may look still and peaceful like the calm waters. But without anyone even being aware of it the truth found the tiniest crack in the wall and started leaking out toward the world. The truth slowly start to leak out, and forces that tiny crack even wider. Then in one moment, the wall comes crumbling down, and flows heavily out into the world. The truth that i've wanted to keep hidden was found out by the one person who never should've known.
You won't come back. I know its a fact that won't change, but i miss you. Even though i'm sad what can i do about my heart that doesn't move for you? where are you right now and what are you thinking about? Would you know this stupid heart? I'm going to wait... i don't care if that won't change, i will always wait for you even though the cold comes. My friends tell me to stop but i'm hoping you'll come. I won't change even though newness tries to talk with me. Only you, only you can make me smile. Would you know this stupid heart?
Thinking back i should've left then. I never should've let those feelings grow nor should i have set my gaze on him. I thought that the flutters in my heart would just subside as time went by. I thought that after some time had passed, it would be easy for me to leave him but that was a foolish misunderstanding i had felt. Its such a joy and happiness even thought that happiness was just a lie, i thought that i could argue it untill it became a reallity. I thought that if i argued it enough, those dreams would become a reality. But no matter how much i shut my eyes and ears, and no matter how much i argued against it. The truth still remained right where it stood. Its now time to awake from those dreams. No matter how hideous and heavy the truth is its now time to face the reality.
And what you want from me .. I've told you that I Love You with whole my heart.. until when?? should i wait for your love... ? And i realize you're the first one .. I love... Excuse the self is if fate fetch myself, only now can i accompany you.. Listen once again.. If you do not believe in myself .. when i said, i ...i love you...
Can you feel me , when I think about you? , with every breath I take every minute no matter what I do, my world is an empty place... like I've been wandering the desert, for a thousand days, don't know if it's a mirage but I always see your face .. I'm missing you so much, can't help it, I'm in love... a day without you is like a year without rain, I need you by my side don't know how I'll survive a day without you is like a year without rain... The stars are burning I hear your voice in my mind, can't you hear me calling? My heart is yearning like the ocean that's running dry ... catch me, I'm falling .... It's like the ground is crumbling underneath my feet, won't you save me? There's gonna be a monsoon , when you get back to me ... So let this drought come to an end, and make this desert flower again, I'm so glad you found me,Stick around me.. It's a world of wonder with you in my life, so hurry, baby... don't waste no more time, I need you here, I can't explain but a day without you is like a year without rain ... ❤
akhirnya cuti sekolah pun dah berada di penghujung.. selama dua minggu cuti ni Alhamdullilah indah sungguh cuti saya hahahahahaa gedik gilaaa.. first week tu memang bosan gilaaaa lah kan.. duduk dekat rumah macam orang gila kene sawan hahahahaha :3 seminggu tak keluar rumah hehehe.. tapi yg bestnya seminggu tu dapat siapkan homework !! YEAHHH!!! tepuk tangan sikit :D second week baru lah nampak cuti hehehehe.. masa second week tu ada pergi kem .. perhhh best gilaaaaa babun boleh tak ! tapi 2hari 1malam je cuba laaaa 3hari 2malam ke? baru cool !~ hehehehe btw i'm enjoy my two weeks ! hehehe so here's some picture about my "holidays".. enjoying .... :D
Happiness in the bus ! *peacee :D
Arif with the peace, while Amirul looking outside :)
The Girls !!! waitting for lunch..
Amirul our Ombak Ungu "tok ketua" ~
see with 'kain' we are playing futsal :D AWESOMEEE !
then my team Ombak Ungu win the futsal match !!!!! OYEAAHHH !!
Happiness together :)
after futsal.. go to the beach,, beach,,, beach..... !!!!
Atiqah and Munirah ♥♥
memang best laaaa kem kali ni huhuhu , malam tu pandai Cikgu Khai buat game untuk build our confidence level, when my turn , firstly i think i wanna sing a song but i want a different so terus terlintas TaeKwnDo ! seriously i buat TaeKwnDo depan semua orang malu tak malu lah kan hehehehe :D and my confidence level is 95% huhuhu unbelievable ! Then semua tido pukul 3a.m huhu but i'm not asleep it's fun too get fresh air on the coast :) it's my first time okay ! (Y) hehehehe ! Good Luck for PMR and SPM guys ♥
Bila awan pagi berarak, membawa pancaran sinar suria untuk penduduk bumi. Taktala aku berada di suatu sudut dimana aku merasakan kelainan terhadap diriku sendiri. Masalah yang bertubi-tubi hadir dah susah dilenyapkan membuat ku bagai orang yang sasau mencari hala tujuan yang tepat. Aku bermasalah? ya benar dan tepat aku bermaslah. Bermasalah untuk menyelesaikan masalah yang hadir. Selama ini aku lalai, tiada masalah aku lupa DIA, bila aku ada masalah baru aku membentangkan sejadah dan menandah tangan untukNYA. Aku telah buat kesilapan yang besar ! aku tidak berlaku adil terhadap NYA , tidak berlaku adil terhadap diri sendiri, tidak berlaku adil terhadap perasaan ini. Ada ketika aku berdoa untuk pulih segalanya tetapi aku tidak mampu. Tidak mampu untuk menadah tangan kepadanya, Aku malu ! malu dengan perbuatan aku selama ini. Aku percaya tiada seorang di cakerawala tidak mempunyai masalah. Sekarang ini aku hanya terkedu memikirkan masalah yang timbul, aku tidak tahu jalan penyelesiannya, aku tidak tahu formula masalah ini. Aku berdoa dan terus berdoa agar hati aku yang gelap ini, lembut untuk menerima segala hakikat yang tidak mampu di ubah lagi.
I shouldn't love you but I want to, I just can't turn away, I shouldn't see you but, I can't move, I can't look away, and I don't know how to be fine when , I'm not,...'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop. Just so you know this feeling's taking control of me and I can't help it I won't sit around, I can't let her win now. Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go of you but I don't want to I just gotta say it all . Before I go just so you know It's getting hard to be around you There's so much I can't say do you want me to hide the feelings and look the other way , This emptiness is killing me and I'm wondering why I've waited so long looking back I realize It was always there just never spoken I'm waiting here...been waiting here..
Hari ni saya nak share aktiviti pertama saya di sekolah ,hahahaha *gelak boring* 7.1.2012 "our" first activity in SMKTMR hohoho "our" ehh . yang tak datang tu memang rugi and PEMALAS opss sory hahaha, actualy masa 7.1.2012 tu tiada apa-apa pun cuma gotong-royong kelas atau lebih tepatnya *ceriakan kelas anda* fuh! semangat beb saya datang sekolah pukul 6:50 something, padahal gotong-royong mula pukul 8:00 pagi, hah~ dah buat kedai KakTimah dekat laman Ungku Aziz tu hehehe, cuma takada kopi jerk hahahaha :D
At the same time, Tak rugi jugak bukak kedai KakTimah dekat laman Ungku Aziz tu, at least dapatlah melepaskan rindu nak bergosip hehehehe, dah lama tak bergosip :pp almaklumlah senior katakan hihihihi ... tapi junior sekolah saya ni semua trendy and tak respect senior semua muka watlek pffftt -.- setakat nak gotong-royong nak make-up bagai memang pfffttt lah kan =.= *adik-2 contohilah abang-abang dan kakak-kakak form5 2012, takada secalit make-up pun dekat muka diaorg* , ok stop dah melalut jauh dah ni..
so nak pendekkan cerita , tengoklah gaambar-gambar dekat bawah ni, *di setiap gambar ada lagu* ??
5V1 MONITOR
The Handsome Guy 0.o *really?
The Baeutiful Girl :) *definitely
The Diligently Girl *absolutely
"star" is 5v1 symbolic hihihihihi :p
Beautiful right? *I yang buat :'')
5v1 *no caption speechless
left is my WonderGirl and the right is my SuperWomen :pp
tajuk entri hari ini di taip dengan CAPS LOCK hehehe :D
First of all , Welcome Back to School haha. JYEAHHH ! I'm SENIOR now , tapi tak rasa senior pun sebab sekolah saya ada form6 korang tahu tak?ihik ~ first day nothing happened , sebab macam biasa awal-awal kitaorg dibahagikan kelas dan guru tingkatan masing-masing. Nak tahu tak? semua form5 kelas dekat atas form6 kelas dekat bawah so macam Ohsemmm ! jerk kan dapat jadi senior sekejap jerk dengan budak form3 hehehe :D and form3 tahun ni semua cantik-cantik :'( saya cemburu ni but, tak adlah cantik sanagat haha :p . Bulan 1 ni semua muka baik , pijak lips pun tak mati erkk LIPAS? *eeyuuwwh :p* kenapa tiba-tiba cerita Lipas? sebab first day sekolah binatang tu yang saya nampak hehehe ohsemm kan?
Tahun ni tempat duduk saya dalam kelas paling belakang bersama kawan saya nama dia Dorah yang tak bestnya yang duduk depan saya adalah budak yang agak bermasalah sangat rasa macam awkward gilaa lah tadi, bayangkan budak yang korang rasa dia tak layak duduk dalam kelas tu tapi dia belagak macam dia pandai, bagus , perfect semua owhhhh god ! main gila setahun duduk meghadap muka dia T.T saya rasa pelik kenapa Guru Hal Ehwal Murid tak tukar kelas untuk dia setahu saya lah kan dia just amik basic subject yang lain semua dia drop, sepatutnya lah kan dia duduk dekat kelas belakang saya highlight di sini KELAS BELAKANG ! *wah marah betul sayakan?* hehehe. yang penting saya dapat fokus dan belajar dengan tenteram sudah lah. Harap budak depan saya nanti tak mengacau ketenteraman saya i hope so...
And the nutshell, saya dalam kelas tu sebagai Ketua MataPelajaran SEJARAH -.- Guru kelas saya kata En.Izwan "Ketua MataPelajaran sejarah saya bagi pada Atikah sebab muka dia ada macam sejarah sikit.." ....... AWKWARD gilaaaaaaaa :O tapi 5v1 tahun ni macam ohsemmm! semua dah matang Alhamdulilah doa saya dimakbulkan LOVE Allah ..
ok hari ni sengaja nak share my favorite music video hehehe, selalunya kalau bukak YouTube I mesti bukak Top10 MV ni baru tengok MV yang lain hehehehehe, so let's begin with no10 first...
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1. T-ara - Bo Peep Bo Peep ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
hahaha so if you ask me mana satu video yang paling saya suka sangat-sangat kan, okey I akan jawab
"Saya suka video no3 dengan no1".. hahahha jangan fikir lain pulak :p
"bro, kalau orang matang dia tak judge life orang lain mcm kau.."
Assalammulaikum,
okay yang atas tu sebenarnya conversation aku dengan seorang manusia "matang".. ha ha ha.. cop! apa tak matang? sebab layan kpop? korea? saranghae? oppa? come on lah dah 2015 and dah hujung2 tahun kot. kenapa nak mempertikaikan kematangan orang lain melalui aspek yang kau tak suka, Kpop. hmm mungkin dia nampak aku ni terlalu obses kot dengan kpop pop pop korea ni hahaha (cuba untuk positif).. Tak dinafikan aku memang minat korea sejak form3 kot (2010) time tu zaman hit Lee Min Ho (Boys Over Flower), so start dari situlah aku mula kenal dunia Korea, bahasa diorang, culture diorang dan macam-macam lagi lah.
So.. salah ke kalau aku ni layan kpop, layan artis-artis korea? aku rasa benda ni sama je kalau kau minat artis-artis barat misalnya Brad Pitt ke Emma Watson ke One Direction ke or artis-artis barat korang yang korang sukalah hah. Sampai label tak matang sebab layan korea? what the f*****? bro, fyi aku layan semua okay utara, selatan, timur, barat, underground, upground background (ada ke?) aku layan je, okay je, takdelah sampai nk judgemental macam kau..
bro, nak cakap sikit..
"we're all addicted to something that takes the pain away.."
so jangan tanya kenapa aku obses dengan korea.
dah lah malas nak layan orang macam kau *pakai shades*
There's an empty world deep in my heart.
Lonely eyes trapped in darkness.
Is there anyone to hold my hand?
I wanna reset..
Someone somewhere will know my miserable heart. It's right in front of me but I can't find it. Like a oirole bird i'm flying around by myself in this darkness in my lonely night with my miserable heart. Why don't you know even if i'm a small existence. Don't trample on me but go with me. Your careless words and actions break me down. It concern me, though you deny it.
I'm hiding behind the ridicule, don't look for me. Like a wind I try too shouts your name but only silence looking at me. I'm walking too but why is only my world stopping. Someone please stop for a moment and hold my hands. The truth is hidden by scars, I wanna go back to the happy place.
A day passes and even the sun rises. I closed my eyes and covered my eyes try to forget but you still make me remember those memory. Even though the weather is great, but my mood is not. You withered away from me. Do you think i'm okay while looking at the same situation again and again? Come on i've struggle because of this situations. Keliru nak jaga hati kau or nak jaga our friendship yang dah 4 tahun ni. Like a fake person that exact opposite of me i'm still make you laugh. haha but sometimes terasa lah jugak hati ni. Hati kan tisu.. but the world continues spinning like nothing happened. I'm miss you but i hate you. Nothing goes right.
Tepat 9.45 pm.. dengan perasaan letih dan tak mampu untuk melontarkan senyuman aku menuruni tangga ofis, aku terlihat seorang budak lelaki yang merupakan salah seorang student aku tengah terkinja-kinja dekat depan ofis.. apa kena budak ni terkinja-kinja? "awal? buat apa tu?" macam yang aku kenal budak ni pendiam dia tak jawab soalan tadi..
Aku menghampiri student aku, "Allah!" aku menjerit dalam hati kerana tidak mampu untuk menyuarakan dengan lantang.. apa yang aku lihat dan aku rakam di dalam kotak memori.. its was a kitten, a died kitten. Mujur, masih ada students yang sedang menunggu parents masing-masing. Aku meminta pertolongan seorang students ni for grab me some papers or something to cover up the kitten. Dengan kemas dan berhati-hati aku cover up anak kucing tadi then letak dalam kereta.
Dalam perjalanan pulang, otak aku mula mengamuk. Mengamuk memikirkan tergamak dan hina seseorang manusia yang sombong hidup di atas bumi ini. Beratus yang turun dari ofis tadi hanyalah mempunyai rasa simpati tanpa melakukan apa-apa. Ini bukan soalan geli, jijik tak mampu nak tengok kucing kena langgar or what. This is about how you share the world. Kalau rasa dunia ini hanya manusia sahaja yang kau titik beratkan then pergi mati. Hekeleh apalah dia ni kucing mati pun nak mengamuk emosi bagai.
Sebab mahluk yang hidup atas bumi ini semua bernyawa, kalau kau tak menghargai setiap nyawa yang hidup atas muka bumi ini, then adakah kita sebaik-baik mahluk di atas bumi yang telah tertulis dalam Al-Quran? Think about it again.
Kepada yang masih mempunyai simpati dan kesian tapi tidak mampu melakukan apa-apa, aku doakan someday you'll.
Say it properly look at me, look into my eyes and say it.. why did you say goodbye? I know you have someone new and you're probably wearing clothes that i bought you, the cologne i bought you.. you're probably meet her and laughing right now.. do you like her that much? Although those tears are falling down i dont want to cry because of you.. you, that leave me. I'll back off so you can live better be happy without me. The love you've thrown away take it with you, take all of it away. Dont even bother to say sorry, dont worry about me i'll show you my happiness. I know you'll forget all about me and i know i'll end up hating you. Althought i know everything, no matter how much i try to erase you.. Do you still remember that day? The day when we met for the first time? I still remember those words you promised, you said you will only love me. I believed you, I believed your lies. You're gonna be like this anyway, so why did you love me? Did you really love me? No... I'll forget you for sure and i dont need you in my life.
Close your eyes and listen carefully to my story, before my story end and you'll dream on. Little star tonight, and i'll watch over you all night. When i first met you it was truly eye-blinding, when i saw your smile its felt like i had the whole world, when you fast asleep in my arms i can't take my eyes off and i feel like my breath will stop, how can i fall asleep? Little star tonight, you my love, my everything, my angel from heaven, my two eyes, my world... you stole them all. Little star tonight, be mine.
I walked across an empty land, i knew the pathway like the back of my hand. I felt the earth beneath my feet, sat by the river and it made me complete. Simple thing, where have you gone? I'm geeting old and i need something to rely on. So tell me when you're gonna let me in.. i'm getting tired and i need somewhere to begin. I came across a fallen tree, i felt the branches of it looking at me. Is this the place we used to love? Is this the place that i've been dreaming of? and if you have a minute why don't we go, talk about somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything so why don't we just go there?
Truth
Thursday, January 15, 2015 | 4:59 PM | 0 squibbles
A truth trapped in a wall of lies may look still and peaceful like the calm waters. But without anyone even being aware of it the truth found the tiniest crack in the wall and started leaking out toward the world. The truth slowly start to leak out, and forces that tiny crack even wider. Then in one moment, the wall comes crumbling down, and flows heavily out into the world. The truth that i've wanted to keep hidden was found out by the one person who never should've known.
You won't come back. I know its a fact that won't change, but i miss you. Even though i'm sad what can i do about my heart that doesn't move for you? where are you right now and what are you thinking about? Would you know this stupid heart? I'm going to wait... i don't care if that won't change, i will always wait for you even though the cold comes. My friends tell me to stop but i'm hoping you'll come. I won't change even though newness tries to talk with me. Only you, only you can make me smile. Would you know this stupid heart?
Time to face the reality
Saturday, January 10, 2015 | 7:40 PM | 0 squibbles
Thinking back i should've left then. I never should've let those feelings grow nor should i have set my gaze on him. I thought that the flutters in my heart would just subside as time went by. I thought that after some time had passed, it would be easy for me to leave him but that was a foolish misunderstanding i had felt. Its such a joy and happiness even thought that happiness was just a lie, i thought that i could argue it untill it became a reallity. I thought that if i argued it enough, those dreams would become a reality. But no matter how much i shut my eyes and ears, and no matter how much i argued against it. The truth still remained right where it stood. Its now time to awake from those dreams. No matter how hideous and heavy the truth is its now time to face the reality.
Insane
Tuesday, January 15, 2013 | 11:22 PM | 0 squibbles
And what you want from me .. I've told you that I Love You with whole my heart.. until when?? should i wait for your love... ? And i realize you're the first one .. I love... Excuse the self is if fate fetch myself, only now can i accompany you.. Listen once again.. If you do not believe in myself .. when i said, i ...i love you...
Can you feel me , when I think about you? , with every breath I take every minute no matter what I do, my world is an empty place... like I've been wandering the desert, for a thousand days, don't know if it's a mirage but I always see your face .. I'm missing you so much, can't help it, I'm in love... a day without you is like a year without rain, I need you by my side don't know how I'll survive a day without you is like a year without rain... The stars are burning I hear your voice in my mind, can't you hear me calling? My heart is yearning like the ocean that's running dry ... catch me, I'm falling .... It's like the ground is crumbling underneath my feet, won't you save me? There's gonna be a monsoon , when you get back to me ... So let this drought come to an end, and make this desert flower again, I'm so glad you found me,Stick around me.. It's a world of wonder with you in my life, so hurry, baby... don't waste no more time, I need you here, I can't explain but a day without you is like a year without rain ... ❤
akhirnya cuti sekolah pun dah berada di penghujung.. selama dua minggu cuti ni Alhamdullilah indah sungguh cuti saya hahahahahaa gedik gilaaa.. first week tu memang bosan gilaaaa lah kan.. duduk dekat rumah macam orang gila kene sawan hahahahaha :3 seminggu tak keluar rumah hehehe.. tapi yg bestnya seminggu tu dapat siapkan homework !! YEAHHH!!! tepuk tangan sikit :D second week baru lah nampak cuti hehehehe.. masa second week tu ada pergi kem .. perhhh best gilaaaaa babun boleh tak ! tapi 2hari 1malam je cuba laaaa 3hari 2malam ke? baru cool !~ hehehehe btw i'm enjoy my two weeks ! hehehe so here's some picture about my "holidays".. enjoying .... :D
Happiness in the bus ! *peacee :D
Arif with the peace, while Amirul looking outside :)
The Girls !!! waitting for lunch..
Amirul our Ombak Ungu "tok ketua" ~
see with 'kain' we are playing futsal :D AWESOMEEE !
then my team Ombak Ungu win the futsal match !!!!! OYEAAHHH !!
Happiness together :)
after futsal.. go to the beach,, beach,,, beach..... !!!!
Atiqah and Munirah ♥♥
memang best laaaa kem kali ni huhuhu , malam tu pandai Cikgu Khai buat game untuk build our confidence level, when my turn , firstly i think i wanna sing a song but i want a different so terus terlintas TaeKwnDo ! seriously i buat TaeKwnDo depan semua orang malu tak malu lah kan hehehehe :D and my confidence level is 95% huhuhu unbelievable ! Then semua tido pukul 3a.m huhu but i'm not asleep it's fun too get fresh air on the coast :) it's my first time okay ! (Y) hehehehe ! Good Luck for PMR and SPM guys ♥
Bila awan pagi berarak, membawa pancaran sinar suria untuk penduduk bumi. Taktala aku berada di suatu sudut dimana aku merasakan kelainan terhadap diriku sendiri. Masalah yang bertubi-tubi hadir dah susah dilenyapkan membuat ku bagai orang yang sasau mencari hala tujuan yang tepat. Aku bermasalah? ya benar dan tepat aku bermaslah. Bermasalah untuk menyelesaikan masalah yang hadir. Selama ini aku lalai, tiada masalah aku lupa DIA, bila aku ada masalah baru aku membentangkan sejadah dan menandah tangan untukNYA. Aku telah buat kesilapan yang besar ! aku tidak berlaku adil terhadap NYA , tidak berlaku adil terhadap diri sendiri, tidak berlaku adil terhadap perasaan ini. Ada ketika aku berdoa untuk pulih segalanya tetapi aku tidak mampu. Tidak mampu untuk menadah tangan kepadanya, Aku malu ! malu dengan perbuatan aku selama ini. Aku percaya tiada seorang di cakerawala tidak mempunyai masalah. Sekarang ini aku hanya terkedu memikirkan masalah yang timbul, aku tidak tahu jalan penyelesiannya, aku tidak tahu formula masalah ini. Aku berdoa dan terus berdoa agar hati aku yang gelap ini, lembut untuk menerima segala hakikat yang tidak mampu di ubah lagi.
I shouldn't love you but I want to, I just can't turn away, I shouldn't see you but, I can't move, I can't look away, and I don't know how to be fine when , I'm not,...'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop. Just so you know this feeling's taking control of me and I can't help it I won't sit around, I can't let her win now. Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go of you but I don't want to I just gotta say it all . Before I go just so you know It's getting hard to be around you There's so much I can't say do you want me to hide the feelings and look the other way , This emptiness is killing me and I'm wondering why I've waited so long looking back I realize It was always there just never spoken I'm waiting here...been waiting here..
Hari ni saya nak share aktiviti pertama saya di sekolah ,hahahaha *gelak boring* 7.1.2012 "our" first activity in SMKTMR hohoho "our" ehh . yang tak datang tu memang rugi and PEMALAS opss sory hahaha, actualy masa 7.1.2012 tu tiada apa-apa pun cuma gotong-royong kelas atau lebih tepatnya *ceriakan kelas anda* fuh! semangat beb saya datang sekolah pukul 6:50 something, padahal gotong-royong mula pukul 8:00 pagi, hah~ dah buat kedai KakTimah dekat laman Ungku Aziz tu hehehe, cuma takada kopi jerk hahahaha :D
At the same time, Tak rugi jugak bukak kedai KakTimah dekat laman Ungku Aziz tu, at least dapatlah melepaskan rindu nak bergosip hehehehe, dah lama tak bergosip :pp almaklumlah senior katakan hihihihi ... tapi junior sekolah saya ni semua trendy and tak respect senior semua muka watlek pffftt -.- setakat nak gotong-royong nak make-up bagai memang pfffttt lah kan =.= *adik-2 contohilah abang-abang dan kakak-kakak form5 2012, takada secalit make-up pun dekat muka diaorg* , ok stop dah melalut jauh dah ni..
so nak pendekkan cerita , tengoklah gaambar-gambar dekat bawah ni, *di setiap gambar ada lagu* ??
5V1 MONITOR
The Handsome Guy 0.o *really?
The Baeutiful Girl :) *definitely
The Diligently Girl *absolutely
"star" is 5v1 symbolic hihihihihi :p
Beautiful right? *I yang buat :'')
5v1 *no caption speechless
left is my WonderGirl and the right is my SuperWomen :pp
*kau ada?
"part time modelling.." hahahaha :pp
kbai~ SPM !
SELAKU SENIOR ! DISEKOLAH
Wednesday, January 4, 2012 | 10:25 PM | 0 squibbles
//Assalammualaikum
tajuk entri hari ini di taip dengan CAPS LOCK hehehe :D
First of all , Welcome Back to School haha. JYEAHHH ! I'm SENIOR now , tapi tak rasa senior pun sebab sekolah saya ada form6 korang tahu tak?ihik ~ first day nothing happened , sebab macam biasa awal-awal kitaorg dibahagikan kelas dan guru tingkatan masing-masing. Nak tahu tak? semua form5 kelas dekat atas form6 kelas dekat bawah so macam Ohsemmm ! jerk kan dapat jadi senior sekejap jerk dengan budak form3 hehehe :D and form3 tahun ni semua cantik-cantik :'( saya cemburu ni but, tak adlah cantik sanagat haha :p . Bulan 1 ni semua muka baik , pijak lips pun tak mati erkk LIPAS? *eeyuuwwh :p* kenapa tiba-tiba cerita Lipas? sebab first day sekolah binatang tu yang saya nampak hehehe ohsemm kan?
Tahun ni tempat duduk saya dalam kelas paling belakang bersama kawan saya nama dia Dorah yang tak bestnya yang duduk depan saya adalah budak yang agak bermasalah sangat rasa macam awkward gilaa lah tadi, bayangkan budak yang korang rasa dia tak layak duduk dalam kelas tu tapi dia belagak macam dia pandai, bagus , perfect semua owhhhh god ! main gila setahun duduk meghadap muka dia T.T saya rasa pelik kenapa Guru Hal Ehwal Murid tak tukar kelas untuk dia setahu saya lah kan dia just amik basic subject yang lain semua dia drop, sepatutnya lah kan dia duduk dekat kelas belakang saya highlight di sini KELAS BELAKANG ! *wah marah betul sayakan?* hehehe. yang penting saya dapat fokus dan belajar dengan tenteram sudah lah. Harap budak depan saya nanti tak mengacau ketenteraman saya i hope so...
And the nutshell, saya dalam kelas tu sebagai Ketua MataPelajaran SEJARAH -.- Guru kelas saya kata En.Izwan "Ketua MataPelajaran sejarah saya bagi pada Atikah sebab muka dia ada macam sejarah sikit.." ....... AWKWARD gilaaaaaaaa :O tapi 5v1 tahun ni macam ohsemmm! semua dah matang Alhamdulilah doa saya dimakbulkan LOVE Allah ..
ok hari ni sengaja nak share my favorite music video hehehe, selalunya kalau bukak YouTube I mesti bukak Top10 MV ni baru tengok MV yang lain hehehehehe, so let's begin with no10 first...
and the most music video I love is.... scroll down
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1. T-ara - Bo Peep Bo Peep ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
hahaha so if you ask me mana satu video yang paling saya suka sangat-sangat kan, okey I akan jawab
"Saya suka video no3 dengan no1".. hahahha jangan fikir lain pulak :p
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